what i talk about when i talk about talking

i guess not being able to 'talk' (or sustaining a conversation longer than 10 minutes) counts as a disability. after ALL these years (i mean the last 25 years lol), i am still very frequently being asked, 'why are you so quiet?', in many occasions. there were improvements, but still not quite 'acceptable' in a lot of people's eyes. sometimes it bothers me so much, especially when those closest to me also bring up the question. is it really a problem? what if its in my genes, is that okay? is it okay to be like this, to be me?.. how ridiculous to say 'i dont like talking at all'. haa. its not even a comment, its a fact. no talking, just loving. cool?