剛好

剛好煲了兩個月的水，水滾
剛好二十四個月十九日，夠數考試
剛好十八個月，基金可以停一停
剛好人大落了三個大閘
還有那天葉朗程的專欄
剛好，講到上岸

而當然我們方元之內並無岸
只可繼續在混沌湖泊中向前游
2014坐得太多

its time to get up and wander a little

and see what happens

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we really should try to live up to our dreams,

even just a tiny portion of it.

nearly christmas

其實做天製線
Before I Die
小木屋 etc...
都是為了有一天
可以回到越後妻有
在我們喜歡的地方
完成一件夢寐以求的事

and thou its been a while already, the fact that we missed it, still really really bothers me.

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差一點點就轉了工
但現在稍稍推遲
倒數293日

(for real!)

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2013-12-21
世界還沒有末日一週年
而這一年裡
最好的時光是
熱騰騰的早餐
擁抱和當我們hea在一起

新地方有好朋友，舊同學。

有不懂的事，正是我所需要的養份。

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2013, definitely a year of change. 

live/work

上班三星期，每天早上逼巴士，旁邊的女士紮馬化妝，真羨慕早幾個站的乘客可以坐着睡。公司在殯儀館附近，人少安靜去七姊妹道吃午飯不用排隊。沒有網可以上，只可工作或等工作或doze off 或聽 draftsman 講爛gag。沒有起伏，沒有八卦（暫時），不痛不癢，不來也不往。其實也不錯，又有 O.T.錢。周末悠閒慵懶，漫遊老香港。小屋都是我喜歡的，舊樓圖則都好整齊，不會三尖八角，會有小露台佈滿花盤藤椅，地下 shopfront 精簡燈火光度剛好。風吹草動，肥狗扒地郁都唔郁，郊遊也可填滿幻想，修補缺了口的圓。Big Apple 好吃到不得了，加一點點鹽更加不得了！

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Skylines 最後一星期，仲未去嘅朋友仔，去吧，a moment of delight is probably the best thing I could ever offer for our friendship.
你去咗未？不是說八月會去嗎？記得嗎？

一頁

飛夠喇。
餘下的2012雙腳踏實地面。
明天是最後的假期。
星期一開工大吉。

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還有。
經過13個月來回8次之後
終於找到在台北我會想每天都吃得到的食物。
不是台菜，是這個。
簡單舒服又快樂的滋味。

Skylines - the making of

lasercut - 7 days

form - tried weeks and weeks with rhino, and at the end, by hand, 4 hours

cutting strings - 7 days 

mapping contours - 2 days

making knots - 10 days

tip of the iceberg

strings into acrylic plates - 8 days

7 x 9 sets of acrylic

feeding strings into steel frame - 3 days

fixing and packing - one whole day...

好辛苦不過好滿足
:)

interim

橫衝直撞，

又一次衝過咗。

仲有四次。

閤眼衝線後，

約你那邊見。

這世界給了我一隻死貓

而我

快要啃死。。

...

這就是通頂的意義？

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so after a long night, it is more or less like every other time. the questions still there, nothing answered or resolved. only tiredness and symptoms of a flu. and some interpersonal problems which do not involve me (phew..) working in teams hai gum ga lah. it can never be 100% your own scheme. but how come people just dont get it.. 都咁大個人啦. still edgy到無溝通嘅餘地... well all i can say is good for you. thats how they become successful architects. or maybe i dont see it important enough too, and 'it' being 'the matters of architecture'.

still dont know what do to, still doing it. for.. a lame reason.

典型80後啦

and yes i despise myself for being that.

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你知道我不想離開
你知道我有多無奈
如果時間一直走得那麼快
我怎麼對你依賴?

breezes

秋風起

涼枕枕

很多死線快來臨

-_-

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eat: missing beetroot.

pray: for my hair. sobb.

love: life and friends.

*dogeared has made a delicate collection under this title too.. pretty.

酷熱。工作

在考了平安卡之後的一天

就被調配到葵芳的地盤

檢查石屎 後樓梯

行上行落一整天

人就完全溶掉

結果同事和我受不了

跑上天台

太陽過分地猛

但風吹來

還是足夠可以安撫

因為大汗淋漓隨之而來的心煩氣燥

sigh.

悠閒被打斷了

有點無奈

有點難過

重新倒數十日

last 12 hours!

InDesign + Vivaldi's Four Seasons

we shall overcome lol

最後六天

不想再看電腦螢幕
只想看海

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我們要去羅馬尼亞看風光明媚

the architectural profession..

click to read. its true.. so pathetic.

that thing being referred as 'diss.'

10000 words in 23 days.

reading and writing at the same time.

wish me luck.

i would keep a record of my progress here.

and if by any chance you want to be supportive/scare me.

you are more than welcome.

after intrim

two more weeks til final crit and suddenly everything have to change. is it typical? or even, is it bearable? i wish this is the last design project that i have to do. edinburgh you really sucks.

not enough time

for everything.

Monday, terrible monday.

Boss shouted at someone today, SHOUTED, and it was because of nothing other than himself being absent-minded. hmhmhmhmhm. It might be very common in the workplace but still, the first time I see it myself. He just humiliated himself.

Currently re-reading some of those unseen poems test I did back in CE, mostly marked 4/12 or 3.5/12. That was the only time when I felt okay about failing a test simply because I like the subject enough to not to bother with marks. And honestly I didnt understand those metaphors =P

'I had problems enough

Without

Guilt'...

I thought problems would become smaller as our minds grow bigger but it seems to be the reverse now. This feeling of incongruity just keep expanding.

hmhmhmhmhm.